Divine Orchestration

It is an interesting point to ponder...............we are not in control, not really anyway. Though our minds want to believe this, the truth is that control is illusive, it is a perception. I think we feel safer if we believe that we control our destiny, control our tempers, desires and fears. Yet when it comes right down to it what we really are is a co-creater. We can't make energy do what we want. Wouldn't that be like trying to hold water into our hands and shape it into a bowl? First a container is needed to offer shape, form and boundaries for the water? Our bodies and beings then become containers for spirit to pour itself into. I believe it is when we really give up control that we become the most free.

Think about it! Isn't it exhausting to try to direct and control the circumstances of your life, let alone the lives of children, spouse, friends, bosses, employees, co-workers, clients, (you get it, the list goes on and on.) What if we could realize in this moment that life can be a lot less maintence, maybe even less stressful.

Yesterday brough this awareness to me, in an instant. I had been having a frustrating morning, trying to get out the door and to into my day. I wanted a head start because I had much to do. This was my focus, getting out of the house and on the road FAST. In the midst of all this, I found my vehicle was blocked, so right back inside I went to grab a different set of keys to move the suburban. At this point I was pretty frustrated, though there was a calm coming from somewhere and a little voice in my heart reminding me that I was once again working with the perception of time and the limitations that I've previously bought into. I say this because I was feeling the frusation and at the same time allowing it to be present in my body. I wasn't trying to run away, stuff it down, shove it aside, ignore it, etc. I became aware of the truth of the situation. I took a deep breath, reminded myself that "everything is working in divine right order". I moved the vehicle out of the way, closed the garage doors, got in my car and drove off. It took roughly 3 seconds or so and I was on the road. Somethings appear to take longer, espeically when frustration is present!

Somethings also appear to happen instantly, espeically when Grace is present! There was something within making its way up; an awareness, though I didn't know what it meant. Driving along I was enjoying the sunshine and the warmth of a pre-spring day. As I came around the corner, a deer popped across the road instantly. It was just 3 short seconds in front of me and I didn't see it until it was feet away from my car. In that moment many awarenesses came flooding through; I felt gratitude for saving my car (and probably my life since I drive a vw beetle!), complete shock at the realization that I didn't even see the animal, it was like it instantly manifested out of thin air. Usually I will see them to the side of the road, this one I didn't. I was in awe with the realization that had I been 3 second earlier, the outcome would have totally changed the expereince of the day. And finally I was flooded with amazement. The same force that directed that deer across the road was the same force that directed my arrival behind it only seconds later. The totality of the event actually caused a blurring of my mind and the only thing I could feel clearly was the fact that I was not in control here. I may have appeared to be the driver, bit it certainly was not me that was orchestrating the timing.

How many times during the day do we beat ourselves up for not doing something or doing something we shouldn't have, when it was totally out of our control in the first place? How much time do we invest in worry, fear, dobut, guilt? What if everything in our lives is happening in an inter-connectedness that is beyond our intellects to understand? Would it be easier to know that we don't have as much to worry about as what our minds/egos want us to believe? The same force that orchestrated the deer crossing the road and delaying me from a crash is the same force that is guiding you today. It may not be seen in physcial form, but it is as close as your breath and always knows where you are and what you are doing. The challenge may be that you are not always aware of it! It is my prayer that the gift in these words is that your awareness will be expanded; that you too will be willing to look below the surface and find Grace in action. We may not know the extent of the good deeds that we do in this moment or what the results will be of the positive energies, thoughts, vibrations and intentions that are sent out from our beings. We can trust that Divine Orchestration that is continaully working through us, guiding the events, interactions and realizations of each day. And for those who are willing to release the need to know, or for that matter the need to control, an awakening is unveiled. What if this is the doorway to freedom? What if this is one way to cut the cords of fear, worry, doubt and judment that have been following us around. If we were to simply trust in that which is not seen, yet know and feel it is there, how would this change us, change our world? If we knew that there was a gift at every turn, if we knew that we couldn't fail because we were always protected, how would our lives be transformed?

This cradle of peace and support is here for you, right now, today. You CAN lean back and know that you are being protected, guided, watched over and loved at every moment. Is this enough to cut the ties to the worry and burdens that you've carried thus far? If you feel like the load is too heavy, let this be an invitation to release baggage. Travel lightly, there is very little that you'll need for this journey. If you've packed truth and trust, that is plenty!

Infinite Blessings,

Robyn

Navigating in the Danger Zone

Expanding In Constriction
Feb. 2009

We are now in the midst of working with our new themes for the year and though these new ki stations offer us a fresh start, we are each being given a brief glimpse of the patterns and programs that are so familiar to us. In the nine star ki tradition, this is referred to as our home stations. During this time we are invited to work directly with our karma, what we’ve created through past actions and choices as well as what we are ready to create in the coming stations.
This is an excellent month to look at programs, patterns and beliefs that no longer serve us; those which actually pull down our energies and steer our focus away from the intentions we most want to bring through. Often these programs are so subtle that our minds skip right over them, delete, mute or “water them down” to a degree that is no longer discernable by the active mind. It is however, the spirit that can feel these “glitches” within. It is our true self that knows our light, integrity, freedom and joy is somehow off kilter. The silent saboteurs of anger, fear, resentment, guilt, continually plague our beings, but at such quiet decibels that they often go undetected. Being in our home stations then offer us a chance to amplify this inner volume, bringing us back to the energetic station we incarnated in and offering us a chance to do a bit of “housekeeping”.

One of the themes that I have noticed both personally and within the outer world relates to the tendency of closing down in the midst of constriction. These are likely protection responses though they can be extremely subtle when in operation. For those willing to look deeper, we can more easily see and experience these shut down responses; and the first place to shine the laser of awareness is within the body. Our bodies record everything and they are instant barometers, giving us instant yes or no signals. When we are confronted with fear a very old part of our brain actually kicks in and goes to work to save us. This can be anything from a real danger to that of a perception of danger. The power then lies deep within the self and the ability to access this power through conscious awareness and stillness. The I-Ching, an ancient book of wisdom states, Learning from Danger creates confidence. Keeping a secure hold on the mind brings progress and all actions will be honorable,” ~The Illustrated I-Ching by R.L. Wing.

Many are surrounded by deep fear and frustration at this time due to the current economic conditions. Some may carry the perception of a nation divined and in trouble. One watch of the news can further anchor this view and once the newscast has ended a feeling of dread is often discernable. I am reminded, via my inner being, that this is one perception and it is up to each of us to take this fear within and really work with it. You see, deep within our being there is a beautiful and strong current of truth. This truth is formless though it has a distinct vibrations that is alive and active within us all. When we take a moment to center ourselves, quiet the mind and breathe, this current of truth has the opportunity to amplify, to swell and rise to the surface of our minds………..if we allow it.

The true self, that part of us that neither sleeps nor eats nor is dependent on anything of this world, is not a separate, untouchable entity. The true self is the part of you that carries divine wisdom, power and all possibilities. It is the part of us that is responsible for making our hair grow, our eyes shine, our hearts beat, our skin replenish and our organs regenerate. We do not have to stop and think, “time to breathe” this is an automatic response. Our bodies carry this divine intelligence and they also have an uncanny ability to heal. The challenge is that many of us have gotten the false idea that we have to control aspects of our lives (or other people’s lives) and if that control is revoked, given up or denied, then chaos, confusion and mayhem is likely to occur. And you know what, this is actually quite silly! We are not in control, yet we can continually be in constant co-creation with the self. We can influence others, inspire, motivate and influence their behavior choices but in the end, the totality of their response can be very complex. Trying to analyze the reasons behind the response/reactions can become very exhausting!

What if we were to stop in this moment and acknowledge that there is a greater power within each of us at this moment? Not just say it be feel it…….;A familiar “being” that you’ve known your whole life but perhaps have not been formally introduced to yet! I’d like to invite you to sit down, open up and relax and invite this beautiful being, this “self” to come and commune with you at this moment. If your mind would like to kick in, let it! Your self may take on various forms, becoming a wise master, a trusted friend or other images. The truth to connect with here is that there is something/someone beyond who we believe ourselves to be. This self is the one that directs the show when we are sleeping. This self is the one that chooses experiences at the soul level for awakening, enlightenment and growth and this self is the deeper aspect of you that has been with the you as you know her/him for time eternal. The self never ends, even after the body has completed its mission. The self is wise, eternal and in truth, this recognition is vitally needed RIGHT NOW. Many of us have played the game blindly for a long time, forgetting that we are eternally wealthy, healthy, wise and beautiful! We may have checked in with a number in our bank account to confirm our “worth” or measured our importance by a job title or how we’ve contributed to others happiness. Those are all fine and they may fall short when we really take a deep, honest look within. We already know that titles and anything material are simply reflections of the inner light we carry. If that light is dim on the outside, it may simply mean we’ve lost the truth within our connection. It doesn’t mean that it will be this forever. It simply means we’ve noticed a glitch or two, we’ve come to that awareness AND we’re ready to bring things back into alignment.~

We play these games a lot, worry, blame, fear, have we played them long enough to be done once and for all? I believe so! Some of us have played small, remaining quiet, conspicuous, and under the radar. Some of us have lived in denial of our truths and talents. We all have stories, we all have baggage, and we all have a deep, profound truth that is ready to be seen and experienced during this year.

We can no longer allow fear to hold us hostage, there is too much to do and as conscious beings we’ve come too far in the game to keep holding on to our old sense of securities. Some of us have been bracing for a fall, fueled by media and limited perceptions. We are told we walk the fine line between peril and perseverance. There are choices to made and we must make them quickly and act soon. My question is, where is this fear coming from and are we allowing it to rule us? If fear were a clear pool in front of you, what images are you seeing? Look closely into these symbols and discern YOUR truth, not what you are being told, or what you are hearing; what are you really FEELING? Being wide open and being willing to travel into those areas of the tightest restrictions is where true freedom lives. It is when we are wiling to riding the fear carousel and open our eyes and hearts that we can see what has been in charge of the operations around us. Remember the mind can wreak havoc on the body, distorting truth and perceptions. Instead of alienating it, why not make it an ally and invite it to work for you, through positive affirmations, intention setting and guided visualization practices?

Once you take the time to see that things may not look as bad as they feel, a new opportunity can open. This is what the Danger Hexagram refers to; for those who are willing to stand and face danger, great freedom arrives. Rather than feeling constriction, limitation and loss, you expand the present moment and create a large opening for the self to communicate, guide and fill your being. In danger, enlightenment is present, “By holding to fixed and virtuous ethics, by maintaining inner vision and ideals, all things will fall into a steady, tangible perspective. Persevering in high-minded conduct, you become a living example to your family and fellow man. Through the consistence of your actions you guide and inspire others in the handling of their own affairs. This in turn will create order and dispel Danger within your milieu. Thus you are protected.” How nice to know that simply standing in your truth, following right action is the only “armor” that you’ll need!

Though we are all dealing with the economy, finances, relationship and health issues our inner most selves are completely untouched by what is happening on the surface. Our bank accounts can swell and accumulate or they can shrivel and wilt, in really doesn’t matter to our inner most self because this aspect cannot go bankrupt, it cannot be destroyed, it cannot in any way be harmed. The same is true for those suffering abuse, either self-inflicted or received from an outside source. The body certainly experiences pain, deep pain and yet the inner most being, still remains unaffected. I know this may be a difficult concept to connect with, so I encourage you to open to this experience for yourself. Words cannot actively convey the bliss of this realization. It is something that can be written about, yet for this awareness to be real it is a journey that you, yourself will likely want to take. In other words, don’t take my words……….open to the experience yourself! Great enlightenment threads every day.

I have experienced all types of fluctuations and the ony thing I can confirm is that we live in a constant climate of change. I have been broke, down to my last penny, I have also experienced surplus and indeed felt very wealthy. In terms of health, I have felt vibrant, alive and rejuvenated, I have also been extremely close to death. I have had relationships that I wanted to never end and some that I wished I would have never been involved in! And through it all I have noticed a common theme~each offered a lesson(s), each has a beginning, each has a middle and each has an end! We live in the land of impermanence. Nothing stays the same. We live in environments of continual fluctuation and change. The more we grasp at something, the more elusive it can become. What is great today can be gone tomorrow. What is hell tomorrow can turn into bliss the day after and so on. It is easy to get tied up in the illusion of the experience, the joy of being involved in meaningful work, the appreciation of friendship and connections, the luxury of living in a beautiful home~these are easy perceptions to entertain, relax and enjoy. It is those lower vibrating aspects that offer us the greater challenge. We tend to run from, resist, shut down, tie off and deny those situations that feel uncomfortable and constricted. Those are the ones that are no fun and we wish would pass quickly. The key here is to remember that these too are illusions………..see past the seeming reality and permanence of the situation and you instantly create the opening within constriction. Look within to see the truth, to discern thoughts that are anchoring the discomfort and beliefs that may be holding it in place. Freedom is always within you, there is always a door open to the constriction and limitation being felt, it just may be that you have to open in from within first.

I encourage you in the coming hours, days and weeks to really look at the truth of what you are feeling and experiencing. Welcome, as much as possible, those relationships and situations that offer you the most frustration, the deepest fear and the most constriction. It takes only willingness to stand in these vibrations for you to be immediately empowered. There is no need for bravery, in fact for some (like me!) it can feel downright scary not to know what is operating below. When we know what we are dealing with and where it comes from, an action plan forms and the fear dissipates. I encourage you to take a deeper look into all that is coming up for you this month. We stand in the beautiful portal of our new ki themes this month. We are being given a wide lens in which to view our experience from. These realizations can be deeply revealing, showing us aspects of our life that are not yet operating at peak efficiency. And if you feel the need to jump in and create an action plan, go within first! Remember to consult your inner being before making any moves! This self already knows what you are going to ask. Take time to just be. Release all worries, fear, and desires to control. Just be. And then open up and allow the vibrations to move through you. In this way you are a catalyst for truth, integrity, growth and positive changes.

Expanding within Constriction
To help counterbalance the restriction and limited perceptions being felt at this time, both personally and within our society, I am offering a free relaxation session that will help connect you to more deeply to your body/being and the divine intelligence within. The conference call is March 2nd at 9 Pm central time. Please email me for the conference number and log in information. This guided visualization session will last around 30 minutes or more depending on the energies present. I will also host a short question and answer session afterward for those guests who would like to stay on!

February Specials
One of my most requested services is the monthly ki preview. This is a unique compilation of ki energies, guidance and insight designed for your spiritual and emotional ki components. This is a 4-6 page document that arrives via email, detailing the energetic themes for the month that you’ll be working with. Ki Previews help take the guess work out of what is going on and provides direct insight of how to work with the energies around you for optimum success. For every five persons that book a monthly preview with me, you’ll get yours FREE! It is my way of saying thank you for helping me share my passion with others!

Ki Coaching is a special service that I’ve created to help you clarify issues and situations that are coming up in your life. Keeping your ki energies in mind, I offer guidance and insight based on your monthly alignment. This provides and unbiased and open view point to help you understand what is here, how to best work with the situation and to bring it into alignment. Ala cart sessions, via phone or email start at $25 for 30 minutes. Other packages and services are available, please email for details.

Guided Relaxation-Stress Release Got Stress? Silly question right?! Who doesn’t?! I have designed a fun new way to counterbalance stress and reconnect with your own divine body/being vibrations. This is a 50 minute guided introspection, tailored to your needs and the need for your body to……….relax. And the real gift is that you don’t have to get in your car and go anywhere! Consider booking a session right before bedtime or during a time in the evening, just for you to relax, unwind and look at your day/situation/challenges from totally fresh eyes and a new perspective. Personal, couple and groups sessions available! Host a “virtual stress release session” and invite friends living distantly to join you. Email me for rates, dates and special discounts this month!


Upcoming classes:

I will again be hosting the Conscious Living Series through Mid Plains Community College in North Platte. If you are interested in joining the classes in person, please call Tom Gorman to register 800.658.4308, ext. 3714 or 3715. For those living distantly, individual and group e-classes are available, please email me robyn@spiritsigns.us for details!

Feb. 23rd Color Therapy, 6 pm, $25
March 2nd Feng Shui Basics, 6 pm $25
March 9th Feng Shui Applications, 6pm $25
March 16th, Nine Star Ki, 6 pm $25
March 16th Meditation/Guided Relaxation 6pm $25
April 6th 5 week class, Creating Prosperity Consciousness, 6 pm $50

Remember to relax, breath deeply and expand in the present! Everything you need is already within!

Namaste’,
Robyn